Unfortunately I will be checking out of PRMC alone today. However, I am glad to be going home so I can give some attention to Cass and Collin. This has been pretty hard on them as well. They have only gotten to peak at Lane through glass and have not been able to touch him at all. Lane is doing well, I am sure he will be here at least a few more days. We well I should say I had a little bit of a scare yesterday, Lane had to get a head ultra sound (because of some blips he has with his heart that he should be rid of in a few days) and it scared me pretty bad because I wasn't expecting it and there was some miscommunication between myself and the doctor. Being the emotional mother I am, I just lost it. Sometimes it just makes you wonder why things are made to be so hard? It seems like for some people everyday is a test and for others they just go through with a breeze taking everything for granted. I certainly would love to have maybe just one or two days without a pop quiz!!